c'est la vie

I had a really fantabulous day hanging out with many friends. Sharing laughs at a picnic in a park. It was really great, but I can't help but feel sad, because a lot of them, I'll probably never see for a long time. We're all going to meet new people, and soon high school will be but a distant memory. Best friends will turn into people you'll occasionally bump into at the grocery store and say 'how's life' rather than spending lunchtime talking about what's bothering us. No more phone calls asking about homework, no more txt messages asking what week on the time table we're following... Everyone is going to do their own thing, and that makes me kinda sad.

Things aren't going to be the same anymore.

I'm going to try to make the most of this last year I have with my girlfriends, because as much as I'd like to stay together, we're all going to drift apart, but I'd like to make the kinds of memories that last through the painful things that life throws at us. I want to one day, meet up with everyone and just spend the whole night reminiscing  about how things used to be.

Back when things were still simple.

But, such is life.

For the past 3 days, me and my family have been going out to scout for New Year bargains c:
I feel so happy, we bought so many things after all. One of my favourite purchases was a cute coral pink nail polish~ I've been longing for one for such a long time *w*
School is going to start in less than a month, and I'm kind of excited OwO. It'll be my last year of high school after all, then University.
For this year, I'm aiming to lose 5-8kgs, and take more beautiful pictures with friends. I also truly want to be the best person I can be c:
but anyway... Like I said, I mainly post pictures on my Tumblr, but I'll post more pictures on here too, just to spruce this little diary of mine up a little ^3^~

Until next time! ^o^/

It's Christmas soon. In like, 8 hours in fact. I just want to say, If it were possible, I wish all the bad things of 2010 could just be buried away. Everyone would be much happier that way. It's never the case though, and what hardships we go through define who grow to become. I just don't understand the people who can never find the time to be content with what they have. There's always some kind of problem. My real wish is for the people I love can grow to find contentment. Same way as I wish I can grow to find contentment. I've been deeply unsettled by something I read a few minutes ago... I'm not quite sure what to make of it, but if they are fine coping alone, then whatevs right? Its none of my business.

I guess I'm just really bad at reminding myself that everyone is different, and how I would do something is definitely not necessarily the way they would. Thats one of my many flaws.
For 2011's sake, I hope everyones shit gets sorted out. I'd like to have a pleasant last year of high school before never seeing my friends again when I move off to University.

This has been a rather cheerless Christmas eve post, and I'm sorry, but I'm sure I'll get into the swing of things later on ^^;

First Post.

I have had this blog for some time, and I just forgot about it for a while (because of Tumblr). I deleted all of my posts, because I want to start happy and fresh. I'm really bad at first posts, because I seem to make everything so awkward. But anyway, this is Hyouden's little space for more personal posts ^^ I hope you enjoy my future posts though they'll just be about daily life and such. Maybe learn more about me the more I post. :] That's it for now, thanks for stopping by
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